My Chemical Romance — Disenchanted

Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen,
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen.
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene.

It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing.
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, “you won’t feel a thing”
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting

Yeah yeah, oh

If I’m so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter after I’m gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You’re just a sad song with nothing to say
About a lifelong wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I’m wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I can watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
Bring out the old guillotine
We’ll show them what we all mean.

Yeah yeah, oh

If I’m so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter long after I’m gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You’re just a sad song with nothing to say
About a lifelong wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I’m wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

So go, go away, just go, run away.
But where did you run to? And where did you hide?
Go find another way, price you pay

Woah, woah, woah
Woah, woah, woah

You’re just a sad song with nothing to say
About a lifelong wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I’m wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya, come on

You’re just a sad song with nothing to say
About a lifelong wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I’m wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

At all, at all, at all, at all…

mbuh January 17th 2009

huhu…

aku binun inih mw bikin mou, benerny bukan masalahh mou-ny yang bigimane, tp lbh ke mw ga ‘beliau’ nanda tanganinny… masalahny juragan… ini menyangkut perwal bagi’nya’ dan menyangkut kelangsungan kuliah bagiku… hiks hiks hiks dillema… anara kesian ma ‘dia’ … tw ndiri lah instansi kek gt, skrg mana ada pemasukan, mana ud pd banyak yg g bayar lg… dana bos itu iya sih meringnakan tp jd gada pemasukan wkwkwkw…

nasib ike bigimane inih… mw lulus tp kok sulit kek gini, Ya Tuhan please help me! :)

January, 11th 2009, my last day

hari terakhir di lotus ini…

huhu, hari ini melelahkan sekaliii…

bangun pagi sekali, mandi, sholat, kemudian ak bergegas merapikan, kemudian kunyalakan motor yang selalu setia menemaniku… ya Alloh aku benar-benar bersyukur atas karunia-Mu itu… tanpa-Mu aku hanyalah hamba-Mu yang lemah dan penuh dosa…

iya… aku memutarnya, melintasi dinginny pagi, sambil sesekali menyelinap menjauh dari sengatan matahari yang tentu saja akan menyilaukan penglihatanku… yaampung hampir aku menyerah pada apa yang telah kupilih… ya Alloh, kuatkanlah aku pada pilihaku ini… aku sudah melangkah maju, aku akan mengambil setiap kesempatan yang ada, tak akan kubiarkan berlalu lagi begitu saja…

sampai juga aku di tempat sudah ke-empat kalinya kukunjungi itu… aaahhh rasanya lega sekali, setelah kutempuh perjalanan dengan laju kecepatan lumayan tinggi, secara aku berjalan di tempat yang lumayan ga layak untuk ngebut wakakakak tapi maapkan aku… aku kan terpaksa hehehehe…. eh mbakny juga baru dateng, pikirku.

“pagi mbak”

“pagi” jawabny

yaampun knapa yak mbak ini selalu keliatan adem… grrr…..

ah udah ah sesi di tempat itu berakhir saja di sini, tepatny berakhir pukul 12.25-n kalo g salah, aku pulang yaampun… pening sekali kepalaku… rasanya ingin saja aku membenamkan diri di kamar, tiduran sampe entah kapan aku mw bangun lagi hehe, tp janji  sialan mengganggu angan2ku itu… tapi apalah lagian ga sialan-sialan banget, elu sih dari kemaren malah ngikut orang makan ajah :) ) hahaha tp kenyang e wkwkwk…

huhu ga sia-sia lah aku menepati janji itu… ike dapetlah dikit buat nambah isi dompet… yihaaa… makasih ya ibu… kalo butuh lagi siap membantu… dapet anakny juga gpp wes wakkakakakak *getok neh palanya*

huhu dan akhirnya… disinilah aku, berdiri menggenapkan seminggu ini, this is my last last day I work here… *bleh gaya bener mb wkwkwkwkw*

terima kasih buat mas tri… udah menerima saya disini, mas fajar… yaampung selama ini kalian baik sekali… aku belajar banyak hal di sini… jangan lupa kalo nikah undang2 ya mas… ak juga mst msh akan ke sini wes hehehe… paling ga sekedar “mangan benwit” kalo ga ya ganggu yang jaga wakakakak…

sekali lagi arigato gozaimasu…

I appriciate you all…

Dewiq — Katakan yang Sebenarnya

katakan padaku apa yang sebenarnya kau mau
agar aku bisa melanjutkan hidupku
perasaanku mengatakan kan ada pisah
tapi mengapa kau menarik ulur hatiku

jika kau butuh katakan butuh
jika kau cinta katakan cinta
jika berpisah pisahlah saja
sakit dan perih hanya sementara

katakan padaku apa yang harus ku buat
biar kau bahagia dan aku juga bahagia
perasaanku mengatakan kan ada pisah
tapi mengapa kau menarik ulur hatiku

jika kau butuh katakan butuh
jika kau cinta katakan cinta
jika berpisah pisahlah saja
sakit dan perih hanya sementara

Fall For You — Secondhand Serenade

The best thing about tonight’s that we’re not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don’t think that
I am trying I know you’re wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I’d never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It’s impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I’m yours to keep
And hold on to your words ’cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you’re asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

dunno
I like this song much… hope I’m gonna be a girl like in this song, sooner or later :D

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