dear Lord…
gak nyangka udah hari ke 15… wakakkkk lama nih aye kagak nulis-nulis di diary… sok sibuk mode on neh ceritanya… wakakakkkk… semoga aye betah kerja di sini, gimana gak betah tiap hari kan bisa onlen teyusss….. lanjuuuttt bo’
dear Lord…
huhu rasanya lapaaarrr… sangat…. hari ini aku ijin pulang lebih awal… aku udah gak tahan lage… kira2 kalo kalian diposisikan seperti aku gimana ya #ogahkali# hiks hiks hiks genap sudah 2 hari aku gak makan nasi… mungkin ni bakalan jadi hari ke tiga…. kesian banget nasebku… udah kek urang kost aje… fufu… kemaren aku cuman makan wafer yang gopek-an entu ma sebungkus katom yang harganya juga cuman gopek!! trus banyakin minum deh… kemaren juga cuman makan 2 biji tahu kentaki, lagi2 cuman banyakin minum… huhu… kesian naseb2 dasar naseb!!! hari ini aku cuman dapat makan “nogosari” dari tempat Bulek aku… tadi setelah pamit pulang cepat aku mampir ke tempatnya… bantu2in dia kerja sebentar trs ada panggilan kerja…
aku pengin balik ke kampus lagi, paling tidak ada yang menemaniku makan, ada yang iseng minta jawaban, ada yang tanya, ada yang diobrolin… sedang di sini… cuman sendiri… maasak yo cuman berpegang pada kompi saja… huwwaaah gak asik dah lama2… ujung2nya cuman nulis di diary ini… 
kira2 elu bakalan betah berapa hari gak makan nasi… aku penasaran nih bakal bertahan berapa hari ya… kekekkekkekk
#nb: tidak ada unsur untuk menganiaya diri loh, ini sekedar nasib ajah, kerna aku gak mao keluar sendiri-an kekekkk 
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dear Lord…
genap sudah 2 hari aku gak makan… hiks hiks hiks… kesiannya diriku… idup ma sodara kek idup kos aje… aku pengin cepet balik ke kampus… setidaknya ada temen noh yang nemenin aku makan, becanda, gila2an, ngerjain tugas walopun kadang cuman ngeliat doang dan pasang tampang jutek siap2 mao bertanya #fuh cepe deh#
ember… udah 2 hari nih, sejak malam itu, sejak itu aku cuman makan camilan kalo lapar… keamaren cuman makan wafer ma katom trus banyakin minum… kemaren lagi cuman makan tahu 2 biji dan banyakin minum lagi… fuh dan tadi pagi… aku terbangun sekitar jam empat-n… melilitnya perut ini… tiada terkira, berulang kali perut menyanyikan lagu sendu dan membuat tidur semakin tidak enak walhasil sampe sejaman baru tidur… tau2… kyaaaaa…. jam enam seperempat… tidak!!!! maafkan aku dear Tuhanku…
aku mau makan… tidak!! kelaperan cuman menyiksa… owh aku mau tunggu deh kira2 aku bakalan betah berapa lama ya tidak makan nasi… kekekekkkkkk
#nb: ini bukan upaya penyiksaan diri loh #
fufu dear Lord, Allah,,,
I dunno why it happened to me,,, at my first time on “magang” huhu,,, I found that there is no door, cos my leader on that school didn’t come yet, I’m trully confused abt wht would I do for that time,,, I was waiting for so long, then I decided to go home aja,,, but at parking area,,, fiuh I found my leader by his motorcycle, he turn down, and take my hand, shake my hand for the first meet after long time not seen,,, then I went to lab and take a minute to wait my friend, who had same purpose with me, I mean magang too,,, I did the job from TU, for making “makalah/paper” for “jardiknas” I finished next day,,, cos I have to come home earlier,,,
second day at school, I did my job after, finished my makalah, finally we finished and got to call the TU’s worker,,, she took it and print it,,, and made a copy of file into her flash drive,, yuhuuuu finished,,, but,,, suddently when I was going to home,,, I could find my key,,, hiks hiks hiks,,, I was trully confused, cos it happened when I was in parking area,,, the I went back to lab,,, I tried to find it and asked to teachers,,, I found nothing,,, hiks hiks hiks,,, I went to pakrking area,,, I asked to the security,,, thanks my Lord,,, You kept save me,,, the key was bought by the security,,, fiuh,,,,
third day,,, I did do nothing just stayed in front of desktop and browsed, chatted, and anything I could do with inet,,, then teacher told me to help her with download her friend’s CV and printed it, I did… :D till abt 1.30 pm I’m going home,,, what!!! I got an sms?? I read it, I walked into the downstair,,, I didnt know,,, then suddenly,,, I fall dwon,,, oh my dear,,, my leg,,, I could feel it broke down,,, I feel it sprained,,, its do hurt,,, I walked with hurt foot ( damn it,,,
I guess I’m trying to say I’m sorry,
But it always comes out wrong,
I think a part of you still loves me,
Even though we’re moving on.
Always, all ways I wanted us to be,
Always, all ways you and me,
And I wait here on my own,
And I wait for you to see,
All the time I spend alone now won’t comfort me,
Always all ways…
And I’m sorry for what happened,
But I want you there to see,
That I’m changing all my actions,
I don’t wanna set you free.
Always, all ways I want to see you through
Always, all ways me and you
And I wait here on my own,
And I wait for you to see,
All the time I spend alone now won’t comfort me.
‘Cause I’m waiting for you,
Yeah, I’m waiting for you,
Give me answers, get me through,
I will wait…
Always, all ways I wanted us to be,
Always, all ways you and me,
And I wait here on my own,
And I wait for you to see,
All the time I spend alone now won’t comfort me.
‘Cause I’m waiting for you,
And I’ll wait here for you,
Give me answers, give me through,
I will wait…
‘Cause I’m waiting for you,
Yeah I’m waiting for you,
Give me answers, get me through,
I will wait…
Always, all ways
